so school started friday and the last few days have been really tough. not just because of how much i had to do, just because i'm realizing (once again) that school is not meant for me. it goes against about every atom of my being. i'm not meant to sit inside all day and do nothing creative with my brain! i'm meant to be outside and paint, and explore, and be ME. therefore, when i'm doing school, i'm not being me. as much as i hate school i can't deny that i'm really excited about my tutorial tomorrow. it's the bees knees. it's basically another home for me. so EVEN THOUGH it means school, it also means friends and joy.
my goal this year is to try not to hate school as much, and to just put all the stress, school, and thoughts of failure into God's hands, because i definitely can't handle it myself.
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