struggles

so as of lately there has been a lot going on in my life.  lots of illness and even death.  to describe my feelings right now would be: confused, frustrated, and sad....
I've been trying really hard to just put everything in God's hands, because i mean i don't have any control over it at all, but he does and he (fortunately) knows what he's doing.  at the moment i have to try to keep it together and hold it in because we have guests staying with us and i think it's hard for them to understand what I'm going through.  BUT God is always and unfailingly there to support me and to be my should to cry on.  thank goodness! 
to wrap this post up i would like to dedicate it to my precious puppy Rosie Jane Graham, who we had to put down last night.  her is a picture: